Last Update: 12/08/08 12:45 a.m. eastern standard time (I think!)

So I became exactly the person I told myself I would never be, I say I'm going to update a story and I don't. But in my defense I have lost complete inspiration and I can't even come up with a decent one-shot. (Though I do have something in my mind for a Sailor Moon fic, but that's just about it) I think it might be because I have completely lost my muse and some of the stories I see now of days make me want to go hide in my closet for the rest of eternity. (See News in my World on why I would want to do that) So bad news is I may be able to make a New Years chapter if I can decided how I want to further my story Shadow, if not then I might just take it all down and re-write the whole thing, but not change that much. Good news is that Christmas is just around the corner so I might get something out of the Christmas holiday to make one decent one-shot or chapter of Shadow. But if not then Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy Hanukkah, and a whole bunch of other Holiday cheer.

News in my world

So my news obsession is Twilight, I have some serious issues with Vampires. Anyways so I have been spending some time over at the Twilight section and I couldn't be more frustrated. I swear I have seen at least 15 stories all dictating what if Bella was changed into a vampire by Laurent. I don't think anything has ever made me want to tear me eyes out and go hide in my closet. I saw something one time that made me sigh with relief, it was where Edward left in New Moon and didn't come back and guess what?! Bella did not get turned into a vampire by anyone! So I decided that I was going to come back after I finally got some sleep, I was starting to look like a vampire with the purple bruises I had under my eyes, and read how different this story was going to be. So I searched all freaking day for this damn story and came up with nothing! I even tried to search it and I still got nothing. So next time I see a story I need to read I'm going to book mark the damn thing! So in other words if someone is really bored and reading this and you are a fan of Twilight and you know this summary :Edward leaves in New Moon and Bella is now a woman in New York and they meet: or something like that, please PM the title or link to the story, you would have made my day, and if it's one of my reviewers for Shadow you going to get a chapter dedicated to you.

Okay so I'm done ranting and I have to go and text all my friends to see what the heck I missed in school today because toothache's are life's bitch.

About Me

You can call me Jess

16

I was born on the 30th of July

My friends are morons but I love them anyways...

I live in a small little town that isn't even on my state map...only way you can find it is if you look at the county map which is pretty sad...well to me...

My Stories!

All is fair in love and War: In my honest opinion I was young and naive when I wrote this, but surprisingly I got some pretty good reviews. I don't really think I did the characters justice though. After reading this I re-read the 5th book, I actually I re-read Snape's Worst Memory, and I think I made James just a little too much like I wanted him to be instead of who his character really is. Do yo get what I'm saying because I don't. Anyways to wrap this up, it's an okay story I guess.

Remind Me: This is actually the first fan fiction story that I have ever wrote. I had a rough draft for it and a final copy but then I decided that I like the rough draft better, it wasn't until I posted it that I realized that the final copy always works better. I got some decent reviews on this one too, though I think I was a little, I guess you can say, not very clear on the ending, so it really wasn't the best story I have ever written.

Potter Wins: I actaully wrote this story with my brother by myspace comments. We were being stupid and goofy and the chapter just presented themselves. This has to be the worst and most stupid fan fic I will probably ever post. I was actually thinking of taking it down but I didn't have the heart because my brother and I are actaully in the process of making another chapter that involves Dumbledore's bowling party. Well because of this I am thinking about changing the title, which was made to go along with the first chapter. We'll just have to see.

Ready, Set, Don't Go: Talk about this later when I start to feel more confident about it.

Trick Questions: Same as above.

Blue Shadow: Is going to be updated...soon! (At least I'm going to try!)

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Ciao...